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If you've drawn or written any fanart or fanfiction or made any wallpapers(also if you need text-less panels for wallpapers or journal stuff), e-mail nihilism@danseibi.net. It's always welcome. (The reason there's stuff by me/Adire on here as well is because "fanstuff" has been expanded to include stuff made specifically for the fans, and not just stuff made by the fans. This means LJ icons and pixel dolls. It also makes it easier to keep those categories together, rather than splitting them between two pages. Oh, and things are generally arranged in alphabetical order by artist/creator/author for everything except the fanart--that's just appended on the end as more comes in.)

Written | Art | Desktop | Journal | Doll | Other/Misc
 
:: written ::

Title: None
Author: Rae Silver
Genre: Songfiction
The winning entry to the March-April 2004 songfiction contest, set to Queen's "The Show Must Go On". It's short, it's sweet, but I can't resist when someone can accurately humanize Mai before I've even had a chance to express that side of her.

Title: Retrospective
Author: Poppy
Genre: Songfiction
The runner-up for the March-April 2004 contest, set to Suzanne Vegas, "Gypsy". An interesting fictional portrayal of Eloi and Petrov, written in a darker, quite entrancing style.

:: art ::

Artist: Shuu
Shuu has my undying gratitude for submitting this first--and hilarious--piece of fanart depicting Ryougi and Shinji's first meeting. I admit I nearly lost my dignity and squealed when I saw it. Thank you, Shuu.
Artist: Shuu
"A Nihilism Christmas", from my favorite(okay, only, but I still like 'im) fanartist. I love how he sees the funny side of Shinji and Ryougi.

Artist: Shuu
It started off as "Sad Eloi in Snow", only he doesn't look so sad in the end.  I don't even like the little sunspot, but I like this picture....it's pretty, and a little poignant.  Thanks yet again.

Artist: Tukuyomi
Oh, the cuteness....(Shinji's gonna kill someone if he ever sees this).

Artist: Shuu
"Rapunzeloi".  There are days when you scare the hell out of me, Shuu.  There really are. 

Artist:  Sailor Penguinz
Shinji drawn in a Kamui-ish outfit.  Coincidentally, SailorP was the first winner of the Feb. 2004 contest.  No, this picture wasn't bribery.  That came later.  >.>;;

Artist: Zim
You wouldn't know it, but that's pasted construction paper, made by Zim for an art project. Pretty cool, no?

Artist:  Phoenix
Interesting faded style of shades and colors, shadowy and washed-out....it creeped me out a little when I first saw it, to be honest, but I really like its originality. Phoenix is a pretty cool artist. 'nother contest winner, too.

Artist: Vaala
Little sketch of Shinji done as a suggestion for the lapel pin design.

Artist:  Vaala
Another pin sketch.

Artist: Cheshire
Cheshire drew this to celebrate 1500 posts on the forum. Mai's in the picture behind Shinji...really. Honestly. It's an inside joke from the forum. Don't ask. You might run screaming in terror.

Artist:  Marcus
Computer-shaded rendering of our winged terror/sexy archvillain, Malache. Kind of a drive-by fanart-ing; Marcus has never posted on the forum save for to leave that and then vanish again. (Hinthint.)

Artist:  Phoenix
Phoenix testing out some different shading styles on Vex. Another faded look, this time with diagonal line-shading. ~tips his head~ He looks like a tiger, to me, underneath leaf-crossed bars of moonlight.
Artist: Zim
Shinji gone plush. I swear, the fanartists have a death wish, always picking on Shinji this way....
Artist: Shuu
Not everything Shuu draws is silly or creepy...and this is a beautiful rendition of the current female cast of Cheru and Mai. (The cheekbones, Shuu, Kaoru's cheekbones...)
Artist: Shuu
It's art of the artist and not the cast, but it's just too funny to keep to myself. (Though it won't make any sense unless you've read this journal entry.)
Artist: Torri
A strangely vulnerable and quite lovely Vex without his accoutrements and savage paint. You should click that link and check out Torri's art.
Artist:  Rae Silver
I've never gotten fanart by postal mail before; it made me smile to open the envelope, and not just because of the Betty Boop stationary. Unfortunately I couldn't get all of the creases from folding out when scanning, but it's still a cute pouty Shinji.
Artist:  Musouka
Malache. With actual defined abs. ~blinks~ Nice defined abs.
Artist:  Marcus
The drive-by fanartist strikes again, this time with Shinji.
Artist:  Cheshire
A very prettily CGed Mai.
Artist:  Shuu
"My only words of wisdom are to--" ...ahem. Nevermind. A slightly older piece that was just unearthed recently of Shinji dressed as a cowboy.
Artist:  Zim
.....you are one sick, sick little girl, Zimmy. Sick. Sick, I say!
Artist:  Shuu
~groans~ ...for the love of gods, just don't ask. The other one's Rin, by the way.
Artist:  NekoVampire
Goddammit, I'm not that bad, for the love of all that's unholy!!! (...the little watery-eyed thing is NV, btw. And no, I am not kawaii,no matter how much you chibify me.)
Artist:  NekoVampire
Oh, for the love of--aren't you people supposed to be drawing the characters rather than mocking me?!
Artist:  Marcus
His forum signature even says he's the resident drive-through phantom fanart poster. Aiy, poor Shinji....it's the pained look on the plush's face that really does it.
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
It's...um....Shinji. Sort of. As a girl. Ah. Well. I'm not sure what to say...it's an amusing idea. Amusing enough that you should expect to see a few more of these soon.
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
The file name said "killer girl" when it was sent to me, but damn, Shinji's just a ho, ain't "he"?
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
Tammy's take on my haircut. Pretty close, I guess, with a few deviations here and there...it's a good concept, anyway. Though what the hell am I wearing?
Artist:  Vampiress
A nice little profile shot of Malache looking smug. Beautiful background.
Artist:  Okori
Absolutely amazing piece of Shinji....looks as if he just snapped out of a bad dream and he's not happy about it. Look at it. Drool over it. And then click that link on Okori's name and go read her comic and love it. She's amazing.
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
Shinji. Um...not quite sure what he's doing with his hand there.....
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
Shinji as an angel with duo-toned wings. Makes me think of X/1999, really.
Artist:  Wasted Misery
Pretty black-and-white pensketch of lipsticked Shinji. I get the feeling Wasted is going to kill me for putting that link up there....
Artist:  Shuu
Cheru and Mai, Lolita-style.
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
'nother lipsticked and gothed Shinji.
Artist:  Shuu
....there are no words for the evil and the horror of this image.
Artist:  Wasted Misery
Yes, Orlando's a cocky bastard. Wasted captures that pretty well, cocktail and all.
Artist:  Sailor P
Melancholy-looking pencil of Shinji.
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
Probably the nicest thing I've seen out of her...I'm not sure what it is about Mai that appeals to people, but the shading on this is lovely.
Artist:  Okori
Christmasy Vex. Looks like he's been feasting on Santa's reindeer.
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
Dominatrix-style version of Cheru.
Artist:  Chimeiteki
Quite a nice rendition of a half-transformed Petrov. I rather like Chimeiteki's shading style.
Artist:  Shadow MIB
Yyyyyeah. Shadow is a local artist that talked me into meeting her at Barnes & Noble to talk about webcomic construction. After that she submitted this...her...uh...rendition of me. Apparently this is how she sees me. Um...thanks? (...I don't look anything like that. I hope to gods I've never made that face in my life.)
Artist:  Livi
Charcoal rendition of Cheru. Popular girl, isn't our little redheaded miss?
Artist:  GiRLWiThNoNaM3
The girls dressed up for an afternoon by the pool.
Artist:  Wasted Misery
Wasted Misery draws Ace better than I do. Well, at least, I like it better. It's really a nice shot of him, and the red pencil gives it a great effect.
Artist:  Tufty
Shinji's just being his usual asshole self, just a bit more verbose than normal. It suits. Quite well.
Artist:  Tufty
Cute little fancomic complete with cute little costumes (those were the funniest part, to me). And, of course, the requisite dash of even more attitude.
Artist: Shuu
Cheru, drawn on the back of a file card, posing in a very glam-magazine-esque fashion (I love when Shuu comes up with stuff like this), cola and all.
Artist: Shuu
Second in the filecard series, Mai all pink and perfumey.
Artist: Shuu
The last one in the filecard series: Shinji. With...um...blue and black hair. But it looks good on him?

:: desktop ::

Creator: Ciaan
Second Hand Life: wallpaper of Malache(and a little of Vex) set to "Head On".

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Creator: Lauren
From the club scene, Shinji as a man of...ah...."many parts", pieced together.

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Creator: Shuu
A very striking, almost eerie combination of the last panel in comic #60 and an art piece from the gallery, elegant and spooky and...well, I just like it, dammit. (...he still looks like Shinya with that filter, though, Shuu.)

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Creator: Marcus
A composite of the last panel from #60 and some of Marcus's sketches.

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Creator: Adire
Simple wallpaper made of a tinted version of LHB's breathless mouth from one of the 70-something comic panels.

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:: journal stuff ::

If you have an LJ/DJ/UJ/WhateverJ, you know the routine on journal stuff already, people. If you take an icon or a banner, comment and credit the creator.

By: Adire

By: envelopemybody

:: doll ::

 
By: Adire


I couldn't help myself--I had to try the pixel dolls. Firefly Petrov. (base by Dolleria)


Coldfire Shinji--he's got a little apple butt, but it came out kind of cute anyway. (base by Dolleria)
   
 
By: Mad Hatter


~coughs~ ...someone looks happy.... (base by http://iflookscouldkill.org/)


You could just choke and die on the cuteness. (base by http://iflookscouldkill.org/)
   
 
By: Modern Day Sinner

Shinji in his classic outfit, back when he was a blonde...but...ah...with blue eyes? Yep. (base by Dolleria)

Femmed--but shirtless!--Orlando. (base by Shouri)

No, that is not me with my hair magically restored and breasts tacked on. That's Modern Day Sinner herself, hugging a...er...plushie of me (though my hair's not quite that long yet). In a very bright green shirt. o.O (base by ????)

Add little glasses, and the plushie turns from me into Orlando. ...or just me in glasses. (base by ????)
 
By: NekoVampire


Shinji doll, gothed out in fishnet. (base by Angy)


Shinji doll edited to include wings and details. (base by Angy)

Little bitty Eloi. She says his hair wasn't that difficult--why do I have trouble believing that?

....it's cute that she managed to make Orlando's stance reflect what a cocky bastard he is. Jesus, there's even tiny sunglasses. ~squints~

Shinji does seem to be a popular topic for dollerizing, doesn't he? And plushification, and...

Gothed-out Cheru with a dagger. Very nice. (Base by Angy-chan)

This actually came out better than my first few drawings of Mai. I'd say she looks better as one of NekoVampire's dolls. (Base by Dolleria)

:: other ::

Various miscellaneous stuff that doesn't really have any set classification. As usual, comment and credit the creator.

By: NekoVampire


"Firefly" banner of Petrov. Look, stating the obvious.


"Theme set" of Shinji from comic #65, I suppose for forum use, etc.


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